starving and hell bound

my grams hates me.

she bought me loads and loads of food 2 weeks ago and ever since has been promising to bring it to me.

monday

friday

saturday

next monday

now she cant come because its snowing in Dayton, which may i remind you, is only about 20 minutes of the trip.

we havent bought the much-needed-groceries in 3 weeks.

grrr.

oh, and when i told her about my volunteering at the crisis pregnancy center, she told me i should be spending my time working. when i explained that working all the time is purely selfish, i'm doing it only for what the money could buy me and school is selfish, its only a means to the end of a better life, and i want to do something better with my time, at least an hour or two a month: she told me not to worry about it, let someone else (who, apparantly has less important things to do) volunteer.

this woman wants me starve and when i do, she's trying to make sure i go straight to hell.

- on 2003-02-10 at 9:09 a.m.

wilted - blooming